Hey guys! This month has been extremely hard for me, you can check out what’s been going on here. I’ve learned a lot about myself as well as finally accepted my known flawls over the past couple weeks.
I’m a firm believe that no one is perfect and that we are unique in our own special ways. As a determined person, I always try to finish stuff on my own no matter how hard I struggle. I hate asking for help or taking help that offered; May it be physically helping me or just giving me suggestions… I’ll probably turn it all down.
I’ve always been the type of person to struggle to complete tasks on my own and when someone offers me help, I either deny it or I rudely accept it. The thought that someone can sit there and watch me struggle just frustrates me more then the task at hand & I often think ‘why are you even asking just f***ing help me’.
Sometimes I put all my energy into a task, which puts pressure on myself to get to the end of what I’ve begun. Anyone who personally knows me will tell you that it’s easier to just let me do what I’m doing and just say nothing. If they say something or suggest a different way, it usually ends in a fight… sad but true. I am a very difficult person and love to tackle mind boggling tasks. Some would question where I got the idea from, or what the heck I’m thinking/planing.
Over this past month, I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help, it’s okay to accept help and it’s okay that people have suggestions. It will be difficult for me to always accept the help and offers but I really should take others advice more often. 3 heads are smarter then 1 right…
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